I am 36 ! A call for a review! LESSONS LEARNED!

It dawned on me that tomorrow I will have been twice adult. As in 18 years times two. I will have been adult as long as I had been non-adult :-). So really, now is the ultimate time to let go and stop putting any power over my life into anybody else’s hands other than mine.

I wrote a little diary . Kind of Tweet diary of those 18 years AND LESSONS LEARNED, little truths I live by:

 

I am….and LESSONS LEARNED

18…I pass my maturita exam and TJ dies in a car accident at the afterparty. Carpe Diem.

USE SEAT BELTS AND CONDOMS. ALWAYS.

19…I stop running and start going to cafés…also accepted to uni to do art history and english

EXPLORE

20…I keep going between the UK and Czech to see you (my ex-husband)

TRAVEL

21…I get a scholarship to Frankfurt and Cologne, I start drawing a bit.

LEARN

22…I get married

COMMIT (WHEN YOU ARE SURE AND READY)

23…I am lost, and found

GO YOUR OWN WAY

24…I nearly kill myself

DON’T LEAT ANYBODY GET YOU DOWN! EVER!

25…I nearly  go crazy living with you, become Bc.

TRUST YOURSELF. ONLY.

26…I go crazy…under medical supervision

TRUST YOURSELF. NOT YOUR MIND.

27…I teach, translate and work for the NG, I meet you (Richard)

DON’T HIDE IN THE WORK.

28…We live together in Prague

ENJOY. CRY IF NEED BE.

29…I leave the NG, stop taking medication, RIAPS, start arting, Pilsen, Wales, NYC trip

GET HELP IF YOU NEED IT.

30…I run the Prague marathon

DO WHAT YOU LIKE

31…I become Mgr., art teacher, we split up

YES, YOU CAN. DO. IT. MAKE IT. TOO.

32…We reunite and I am looking for my place in the world again, ECoc

NEVER GIVE UP ON YOURSELF.

33…I have moved to Klatovy to be with you…work in the gallery

FOLLOW YOUR GUT INSTINCTS AND YOUR HEART. NOT FEAR.

34…I undergo embolism, warfarin, healing the body, leaving for London, Geoffrey,  psychotic attack

PRAY. GET SECOND OPINION.

35…I am recovering

LET GO. FORGIVE, DON’T FORGET.

36 …I am breathing. I am, and glad about it too….

BREATHE. PEACE.

 

TBC!

I just wonder…what are your little or big truths you live by?

Let me know!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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